i am so sick and tired of being sick and tired

you know i think i am just being a whiny bitch..i really am tired of things that have been going on at this time..i think i am being a push over..i am not a doormat! there just too many personal shit going on and i don't have much sleep..

inasmuch as i would like to say something relevant to me,more to society, i can't.. i am just too freakin tired..i hate whiny people but unfortunately i am turning into one..but for crying loud who wants a freakin mortgage??i don't even want to buy a house!! i guess i'm just tired of being responsible for other people..i've never been irresponsible all my life..that is one thing you can never accuse me of..maybe i should start being one for a change..you know that feeling that you would just care less  if the person next  to you just falls off the face of the earth..just say "i don't care!"  whatever..

oh my i am turning into a bitchzilla.. i guess i just need to vent..that's all..another day,another dime..au revoir!