life is sink or swim

the past few weeks have been a true test of my resilience.i lost my job,i bought a house,i was in a car accident,got a new job.all in a span of 2 months..i thought the world was going to end at every downfall.everytime something good happens i try to hold my breath and say a silent prayer.hoping that this time thing will turn out fine.

when life flashes before your very eyes,you think of all the things you need to do or the things you need to say. i could have died that night but it didn't happen.somehow leads me to believe that my purpose in life has not been completed.i know now that it has not been done.

as the bright snow falls to the ground and cold air fills the desolate prairie that i'm in, i start looking for the warmth and comfort of knowing what that purpose is.i still have this long road ahead it seems and it is only the beginning..